Rant & Write :)

RANTING

WRITING :)

whewww I looked so pale

As much as I want to complete all my assignments, IAs, EEs and all that, I can't refrain myself from writing things about my day (sometimes crap) be it on my blog or journal.
I think I got used to writing things so much cs I rarely speak my feelings out.
Looking into that, I think it's very beautiful that you turn your emotions into writing.
It felt so good especially with the vast use of words that I am able to choose from ,,, tho sometimes it fails to describe my true feelings hahaha.

One thing about writing is, you constantly refresh your M E M O R Y while you were doing it.
Your fingers constantly feel like they know where or what letters do they need to press.
Then, when you read up things that you previously wrote, it really brings you back to that time when you were experiencing things that you wrote about (?) I hope that makes sense lol

Just a few days ago, I opened up my 2018 journal and read everythinggggg that was in it. One of it is about my SPM days in which I laughed a lot while reading it. Going through my notes and scribbles, I can actually feel that I was super nervous and in that whole month, I thought I was living in a pressure cooker, waiting for myself to burst. Haha, I'm including the picture of my journal.


There are days where I feel like i'm on the edge of my patience, writing everything down while pouring all my tears out. I'm glad that I got through things that I would not expect to be able to pull through. But, I did anyway ¯\_(ツ)_/¯   which gives me more reasons to stay put and calm in times of hardship and chaos.

 hahahaha this one is addmaths moment Ya Allah

:)

That's all for this entry! Hope everyone will like writing as much as I do tho im not good pun hohohoh.

Back to EE and IA writing nowwww, byeeee! <3