Let go and Let God :)

At times, so many things have been knocking on my door at once.
I honestly do not know how to react to it other than, opening the door that I 'believe' to be the door of chances.
But trust me, god knows how many times I actually opened the door of problems hahahah

IN SEM 3

But, the thing about all of these chances are the experience that comes with them.

 SO VALUABLE and PRICELESS. 

These experience really taught you well on how to deal with many life situations. Not that I'm saying you can't live without them, but it is good to actually have them. :)

So, I kept on pondering (it's been a few days) about all of these chances. 

Myself now is as not free as before, I have quite a number of deadlines to meet right now so it's kind of hard to balance things. As much as my heart want those chances, I need to set my priorities straight. Long story short, I rejected these "chances" (gahhh I wish I can be more specific) one by one aduh my heart ache.

Looking at the other side of the story, I'm glad all of these things happened. Had it happened another time, I would not know how greedy are myself in taking those chances. On top of that, I also wouldn't be able to highlight my priorities. Skills of delegating task is very important when you're ehem adulting hahahaha.

*But to be very true, IB have been really hard. I guess I wanted to escape by taking all those chances.

The more you escape from responsibilities, the more it pulls you closer.

Tired, fatigue, exhausted : all of these can be rectified, InsyaAllah.

All we need to do is believe in Him, let go and let God.